all messed up

finally after sooooo many days, i manage to have some extra free time today to online ,sighz* the past few days were also what i call the most memorable 'group study' session EVER in my entire life..and i seriously mean it.For >4 days , 3 of us (cw, gary, mua) had been group studying from moon rise till sunrise, mostly for only ONE subject, yet we were still aiming for the passing marks. Just imagine.

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(in the future..)

Ym: Son,so what course are u planning to take after high school?
My future kid: UOL programme mayb..for accounting...
Ym: Oh....(*hesitate*) wait a minute,u have to take Financial Reporting for that course right ?
M: Yea.
Ym: Then don't bother signing up for that course!

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Lesson # 1: u want a first class, UOL's not one of your choices
LEsson # 2: If u insist, try avoiding FR =p
or maybe i'm just that dumb to understand- I'd never feel so stressed up before in my life over one blardy paper. sheesh*

now 3 down..just one more to go. My beloved holiday's in 4 days' time *smiles*
Gosh i jus had 9 hours of sleep since i came home after my exams.. (2pm - 11pm) i don't usually take naps but today's an exception. Didn't sleep last night, plus only 3-4 hours of sleep for the days before.. Feel so clueless right now.

Damnit, i am so not gonna forget this final examination.

Jc-Mayz :)

My Bestie, Joanne ..

Today, you are a little wiser,
truer,
…and richer because of the laughter,
love, and friendship
you have shared.

And the gifts you have gathered
just make you all the more beautiful.

-15/5/07-


For the Girl who has it all..

+Charm+

+Wit+

+BEauty+

+Brains+


~Hope u Enjoyed Your BirthDay!! *Many HugS*~


~A friend is a Single Soul Dwelling on Two Bodies~


*pics to be up soon*

a lil goes a long way..

I donated 10 bucks for charity yesterday! =) I feel good. and Kind..haha..I think it was for some children welfare thingy. I even got a car sticker in return but unfortunately i couldnt remember where i put it, careless me..prolly left it on the table..Grr*..The lady approached me while i was having my lunch-cum-tea time at ss2 , her voice was so sore from all the talkings,at one point i tot she was sobbing . Pity her. Donated partially because of the lady , not so because of the children. hehe yea i sounded mean but i would've ignored all these if it wasn't for that lady.. respect her somehow* I would be more than happy to donate if there were any charities for animals..somehow i put animals first on my priority list.Too bad,humans.I'm always told not to help any of these so called charities..even if i want to i should jus go to the place itself to offer my help. They said all these could be some con jobs / under certain syndicates..hrmm..but whatever it is, we're jus doin for the sake of charity..be it fake or no. It still comes from a sincere heart (like me, haha) =p Hope my kindness pays off and i'll be able to go thru my finals smoothly..lolsss

"there's no such thing as selfless good deed*

below

i succeeded! pics have been uploaded ( below this post : under "Somo") n my job's done..u peeps r lucky or nots-no new pics will b available on this blog in weeks! muahaha=P

in the midst of anger

i've been trying to upload some pics to this blog since an hour ago (!!) but still it kept failing ..
stupid blogspot. stupid connection. stupid whatever..
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*thinking...*
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ok.
i'm off to another attempt to c if i'm ever lucky to get it right.

wish me luck ~

s0m0 ~

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What? :: yet another yumcha session
Where? :: S0m0 , Hartamas
When? :: 1/5/07 - Labour's Day
Who? :: Me of course, Amy , Ly, Lyn, Yy & Ietjer

Pretty nice place to chill out with friends. Here are some pictures to enlighten this blog a lil ;)

++ the bar .. ++

++ the trios ++

++peachy peach++

++ lynnie++

++men in black++

++the atmosphere..the ambience..the surroundings...++

++somehow whenever alcohol's available..he'll be in drunk mode..pity liyiing ..LoL:D++

A: "i warn u not to take my pic *grins*

++ all girls pic.. Along came Sam=)++

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privacy long gone

Looks like the total amount of post in this blog would prolly sum up to less than 15 in the month of May. Finals will be in less than 2 weeks time, hence, i won't be updating this blog often . I'll still try to keep it alive tho-maybe with some meaningless entries and random thoughts. Sorry if you've been killing your time reading this blog all this while.. will keep u guys entertain right after exams then, lols! ;p

Mother's Day's coming..it's not like i'll be celebrating with my mom since she's so far away=( but being such a filial daughter;p i bought flowers online- and hopefully, they'll be able to deliver all the way to new york just in time to surprise her=p Yeah, a dozen of pastel colored roses-lavender, cream, pink roses- how come we don't see such variety of colours here? malaysia..hrm..* and ironically somehow i actually do get to celebrate Mother's day- will be having a what it seems to be a Mother's Day dinner tomoro with my "son"-joe hahhaha how sweet;)

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-To all Mummies, Moms, Mamas & Mothers out there:-

Have a

+*+*+*+*+ HapPy Mothers' Day !! +*+*+*+*+*+


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I dislike sneaky ppl.They intrude, invade and do things so secretive without any approvals- yet, they seem to feel proud by doing it.Esp if one of them is someone that u trust, and he/she actually likes to find out things about you which they think is 'interesting' and somewhat , can be considered to be a 'secret' or thinks that he/she is good at gaining, or rather, dig, some info from u -jus by doin sneaky stuff bhind ur back and invading all kinds of ur personal stuff. It's just as bad as putting trust on someone by giving them access to my rights and he/she just betrays it..Worse, that someone somehow likes to draw his/her own conclusions bout their new findings and starts assuming things like noone's business.I don't see the fun nor the reason y someone actually likes doin all these. Keeping quiet by not saying a word about it does not necessarily mean that i'm fine with it-what's more if it's not the first or the second time.It means that i do not wan things to get too serious, neither do i wan our friendship to weaken.. sighh..

when the night seems bright..

I feel lucky..Contented..more than satisfied.

I don't think there's anything else i could've ask for at the moment...

I have it all.

one step closer..

exactly 15 more days to finals = (

..and 26 days more to my independence ! = )

To those who r taking their finals :- particularly UOL-ians

G O O D L U C K

-and-

A L L T H E B E S T ! !

xoxo HUGSS xoxo


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i fear

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Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great..

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming..
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling..
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry....

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i'm..

* So afraid that i might be wrong till i don't even have the courage to try.
* So confused bout everything till i'm drivin' myself insane
* So frustrated that i can't seem to find the underlying reasons
* So doubtful that i no longer trust my own instincts.
* So angry, so bothered, so uncertain..so fast.



are things just so beautiful as it seems or they're only beautiful on the surface itself..