i fear

~*~*~

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great..

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming..
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling..
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry....

~*~*~

i'm..

* So afraid that i might be wrong till i don't even have the courage to try.
* So confused bout everything till i'm drivin' myself insane
* So frustrated that i can't seem to find the underlying reasons
* So doubtful that i no longer trust my own instincts.
* So angry, so bothered, so uncertain..so fast.



are things just so beautiful as it seems or they're only beautiful on the surface itself..