so much of a wednesday

I've got no class today..Set alarm to wake up at 11.10 am but woke up 12.07 pm..not good. jc supposed to pick me up for lunch at 1pm so i quickly msged her to leave later.. wanted to bathe my pup, Bubble today but unfortunately i woke up too late..so no time,haha..poor thing ;P

*Random info*
Was walking around after lunch with jc when Yu ren sms ::
" i tot i jus saw a chic in a black top & brown 3/4 pants around dp "
I was surprised..he still recognised me tho we didnt see each other for like,..few years!hehe

Had a tete-a-tete with Jc during lunch..
Yeap, me telling her my dilemmas and wat happened between blablabla these few days & she on the other hand,trying to dig out other pieces of info from me.. I can easily tell my friends my secrets,just as long as they ask when im feeling alil emo n when the time is right, i'll jus spill everything out-with no help of alcohol=)  i reallie think i should learn to keep secrets..damn!
Lunch n the short chat was nice since we havent been doin this for quite some time already. Would be better if the rest of the girls were here as well..Getting harder n harder to get everybody to hang out together unless its of special occasions..mayb few yrs down the road,a gathering like that would be near impossible...pray not.

Saman..
Our parking ticket overtimed shortly after lunch and while we were walking slowly towards the car, jc saw a saman uncle just,a car away from hers. Amazingly..jc ran! she actually ran quite fast to stop the saman uncle from 'saman-ing' her car..and she succeeded.*Cheers~* i find it quite funny :)) i couldnt stop laughing while she was running under the hot sun..hahahaha she's gonna kill me if she reads this..LOL:-)

Headed to 1u after lunch to meet up with lyn for movie.Its quite stressful but funny, esp when ur walking between lyn n jc and they were arguing and finger pointing at each other over some stupid matter.Hehe.. U ended up being the victim when they started asking u "whoz fault??she right? " and trust me- u wouldnt wanna answer...

music & lyrics

Went to watch "Music & Lyrics" in the evening today with lyn and jc.A romantic comedy starring Drew Barrymore and Huge Grant,the movie was..not bad..if i compare it to Dreamgirls..It could be a lil more romantic tho..was waiting for the climax & getting ready to feel 'emo' but then nothing interesting happened;p Maybe i put too high hopes on the movie after all i heard from ppl that its damn nice..enough of musical movies in 2 days..;)

- the melody of a song is just like physical attractions,it's like sex..lyrics,on the other hand, is the insight to it..the inner beauty of it..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it true without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation .. .. .... ......


(music & lyrics soundtrack-"Way back into Love" lyrics)

-= the big picture =-

Yenyih,Liyiing,Eddy,Joanne,Lyn,Claire,Me,Pikwah,Rachel,Amy,Ietjer,Yeeyang


My Friends..My Angels

My dearest and sweet angels
Who I love more than words can say
I don't know what I'd ever do
If I were to lose you one day

You being here is simply a blessing
And I seem to overlook this fact
I seem to forget the single reason
That you guys keep my sanity in tact

All of you are positively amazing
And the best friends a person could get
You put a glistening smile on my face
And assure that I am never upset

You deal with all of my problems
And always let me scream and vent
I swear you guys are angels
From above, that God has sent

My dearest and sweet angels
Don't leave; I don't know what I'd do
But always remember my angels
Thank you and that I love you

* u know who you are.. *

chickie dance

lolz..came across this icon and i find it very cute so i decided to post it up..hahhaz:-)

-finally u called today to check out how am i..how did u know i was sick..i didnt tell u..quite happy to receive ur call.. unlike someone...

my 1st day of class after cny..

HELP should really do something with their limited parking spaces..or nots STOP bringing in so many students!..causing havoc during the peak time (9-11 am),cars were parked everywhere,basically wherever there are spaces to park.. crazy~! now don't blame us for coming late to classes..and shuttle buses are never punctual and it gets super packed during the evenings..darn..

my day was boring..got a disappointment when i went for my principles of banking class for 2.5 hrs..skipped audit,again..hehe..Freaking cold inside the lecture room..no wonder i get flu so often:p yeap, not feeling very well at the moment...i can feel flu is coming to find me soon..n i've got sore throat..sheesh! smses came in-overslept..then apologies..geee..for what?! sometimes i don't want apology..if u have the tendency to jus wake up and c me u would've do so..*sigh*

went to watch dreamgirls later in the afternoon with lyn n nigel..pretty long show and it gets a lil boring as we watched further..now i knoe how Jennifer Hudson won the Best Supporting Actress at Oscar..she screamed alot in the show..hahaz great voice but sadly,we don't enjoy it:)

am actually waiting for an sms..but i know i wont get that particular one...whatever..

* Lyn's 22nd -jan 07*

* Happie Birthday.. Luv ya *

It was Lynnie's birthday and we did a surprise dinner for her at Italiannies,the Curve. We let Claire planned the whole surprise thingy..thank god it actually worked! hahaz:P Went to the Loft after dinner..pics coming up..uh..soon..:p


Surprisingly Nigel looks pretty adorable here..LOL:-)


A small part of the group..look at Nigel..trying to fit in:Pp


 -- ALL OF US!! --

with or without u..

I will be fine,
Just give me space and a little time,
I need to find myself again,
Before I can start over and begin,
I miss you how can I tell you that enough,
But what you've put me through I am sure fed up,
With or with out you,
I have to cross that bridge,
No thanks to you it is no privilege,
I loved you once with nothing but my whole heart,
Now I am wondering why I wanted you from the start,
You made me cry,
You made me want to die,
My heart is broken,
And unfortunately I'll have to hold onto that token.
With or with out you,
I will make it on my own,
Even know I can't find the place where I belong.

Skybar dec '06

Pei yin celebrated her 21st birthday at Skybar,Traders Hotel. Nice place but it was a lil too quiet ,maybe coz it was a wednesday night. Had a great time tho, with a group of women feeding each of the guys a mouth of pei yin's bday cake.. Hehe:p  One of the women happened to get married soon so they were celebrating and getting crazy on her last day of being single;)
Yet to get more pics from my friend...



 


Me & my coll mates! You will never feel bored when you're with a bunch of them

- you guys rock..! -

UOL night @ maison

Had a gathering with my coll frens in late december at Maison. Let the pictures do the talkings:

Pikwah, Charles & I


June ..Hot chiq;)



Ernest ..funny guy=p



Jia wei, Cave, Gary, Yiwei, Joe, Ernest & June


getting tipsy....


Jiawei- D.o.w.n !


Joe ..Cute eh?:)


Jacklyn & Joe =)

another night of visiting

*just got back from jc's house..went dinner at williams todei..hehe played blackjack for bout an hr plus then everyone gotta go and meet up with their other frens..

*not feeling very well today..i think i'm gonna get flu the next morning..the after effect of cny..too much heaty food! thats not good....hmmm....

*gonna go for class tomoro at 10.30 am! been sleeping at 4 to 5 am everyday for the past week ..wonder if i can force myself to wake up tmr:P It's tuesday..sigh....will b seeing someone

post of the past.. ..

Just a random post. Celebrated my New Year 2007 with a bunch of best pals and my then boyfren at Traders Hotel, Kl. Had dinner at Madam Kwan's Klcc then watched the spectacular fireworks right on top of our heads. Wat a good spot! We didnt need to struggle with the traffic jams after that, wise choice to book a hotel if u plan to celebrate new year in KL,seriously! Had a great time with y'all..hopefully there'll b more to come=)


4 in a room

aren't they HOT?

-frens till eternity...*-

Joanne,ever so lovely..

the sweet memory..

chinese new year:)

Happy chinese new year everybody! It's already the 9th day of cny and while everybody was busy for the past few days having dinner and 'yee sang' with families and friends, I was busy visiting frens' houses and collecting angpows:p 

1st day of cny::
Went to my grandma's place for lunch..nothing much.Moved on to my sis's godmum's house who's also my distant aunt.Sat there and stoned(zzz..) for a while then went home.Played blackjack with my sisters for a mere 15 mins and they stopped playing with me because they lost in every round..yeap..every single round..haha how lucky..

2nd day of cny::
Went to my grandma's place, my dad's side for brunch. Quite a number of relatives were there but i'm not very close to them.Most of them are older and married and they spoke hakka so i couldn't figure out what were they saying..Just nod my head and waited for the time to pass..hehe The usual phrases popped up again- " when gonna get married?" "where's ur bf" "y so thin" "wah so big edi,so pretty " "when gonna graduate?" etc etc.. why ask when u know u'll forget and ask again the next year.. sigh ..

Had a very expensive steamboat dinner in pj with my family..no yee sang
Went to Kenny's place to play blackjack and mahjong.. WIN..yet another victory..hahz :P

3rd - 8th day of cny::
The usual visiting..Had nice chinese dinner with Kenny, Nigel, Euvern , Cheok, Pikwah, Amy, Szelyn, Claire, Liyiing and Yenyih. Yeap , 11 of us!! Joanne and Eddy were in Seremban, didn't join us for a couple of days so yea,they missed all the fun,lolz:) Claire left to aussie on the 23rd..missing her alredi.She and her mahjong skills=p

Something funny happened the other day when we were playing blackjack at liyiing's place. Yenyih was the 'chongker' , 2 cards- an Ace & a "2".He flipped the 3rd card- it was a "9"! Basic knowledge-that's a "21"!  We were so disappointed & while we were getting ready our money to pay him double,he flipped another card. This time it was an "Ace'. Question: why did he still want to flip another card when it's already 21?  
Turned out that he didn't realise it was a 21 until we told him that and he was only thinking about getting 5 cards all the while. Haha.. so yea..4 cards totalled only "13" points and he has to flipped the final 5th card and guess what?! a Picture! LOL.We were supposed to pay him double but instead he gotta pay us double then...wat a joke.I'm sure we'll bring this up again in the years to come! haha:-)

the whole break up thing

I decided not to type anything about my whole break up thing.Yes,i've just broke up..my entire 3 yrs relationship..it is gone..no matter how hard i tried to hold it back,it was to no avail.Been heartbroken,been hurt ,been whatever...I've experienced the most dreadful torture in life-LOVE..its a torture if it didnt work out the way u hoped to be..

It's a lie if i tell any of u that--
:: i'm over it. I'm not, bcuz it's hard when i still have such deep feelings for him
:: i don't feel betrayed.Obviously i do
:: i'm not waiting for him. Well,i am..but i'm not putting much hopes to it.
:: i don't think about it anymore. it's just basically everything we did together in the past reminds    me of him..and those were sweet memories..The bitter ones,there are only a few..how not to  think at times..=/

But i did move on tho,at least i no longer cry myself to sleep every night.No longer tear when i see him..but there'll alwiz be a scar in my heart,it will never heal..the pain was unbearable and i never want to feel it again..i don't even have the guts to think about the past few weeks..and that particular night..HORRIBLE...



*when nothing means to u means everything to me .. ..*