I decided not to type anything about my whole break up thing.Yes,i've just broke up..my entire 3 yrs relationship..it is gone..no matter how hard i tried to hold it back,it was to no avail.Been heartbroken,been hurt ,been whatever...I've experienced the most dreadful torture in life-LOVE..its a torture if it didnt work out the way u hoped to be..
It's a lie if i tell any of u that--
:: i'm over it. I'm not, bcuz it's hard when i still have such deep feelings for him
:: i don't feel betrayed.Obviously i do
:: i'm not waiting for him. Well,i am..but i'm not putting much hopes to it.
:: i don't think about it anymore. it's just basically everything we did together in the past reminds me of him..and those were sweet memories..The bitter ones,there are only a few..how not to think at times..=/
But i did move on tho,at least i no longer cry myself to sleep every night.No longer tear when i see him..but there'll alwiz be a scar in my heart,it will never heal..the pain was unbearable and i never want to feel it again..i don't even have the guts to think about the past few weeks..and that particular night..HORRIBLE...
*when nothing means to u means everything to me .. ..*
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