with or without u..

I will be fine,
Just give me space and a little time,
I need to find myself again,
Before I can start over and begin,
I miss you how can I tell you that enough,
But what you've put me through I am sure fed up,
With or with out you,
I have to cross that bridge,
No thanks to you it is no privilege,
I loved you once with nothing but my whole heart,
Now I am wondering why I wanted you from the start,
You made me cry,
You made me want to die,
My heart is broken,
And unfortunately I'll have to hold onto that token.
With or with out you,
I will make it on my own,
Even know I can't find the place where I belong.