bridge of hope

i was lying on my bed
holding my mobile-hesistating..
finally i pressed the 'send' button
then i started to regret.but it was too late
a reply was received- one that i would not want to read it again
"........there's no ending to certain roads, maybe..not even a starting.."

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the bridge which was once broken but fixed by me not too long ago, collapse again..
and this time,
i did not bother rebuilding it
cuz i no longer have the courage and confidence to do it.
for i fear that the bridge will collapse ---once again.
no matter how much effort i put into fixing it...

:(